Say what you need to say.
I think what we really need to say to the world is about the awareness and the beauty of our religion.
I'm a Muslim from birth, and I've only been expose to the real world of Islam few years ago.
The urge to share the knowledge of Islam has been taunting me.I want to, but I can't, well not directly of course.
I'm no angel. I've only started wearing my hijab when I was 18,but my new friends that had surrounded me had help exposed a lot about my religion to me. And I really really want to do the same.
I'm sinner, still am. I've done things that I'm not proud of that could cost me my chance of Jannah, but now I'm trying to change that, for me and my parents. Yes, unless I'm married, they are still held responsible for my actions.And I certainly don't want to drag them along with me to Neracca Jahanam.
This comes the 'fear' part.
I fear because I'm a sinner, people won't give me the chance to share what I know and later on judge me because of it. Kerana saya tahu amalan saya tidak akan setara dengan apa yang saya sampaikan, rasa rendah diri itu sentiasa menyelebungi diri.
Ini lah nawaitu saya semenjak dua menjak ni.
But masalah bila tu still menghantui.
Layakkah saya untuk menyampaikan ilmu yang saya tahu?or kerana kejahilan saya, memang saya tidak layak?